I don't want to lose

Here I am
I'm staring into those big blue eyes.
I can see from your blank stare
That she's been on your mind.
Well its nothing new to me.

My head is on your chest
She's tapping out the rhythm of your heart beat.
And all there's left for me to feel
Is defeat.
I'm defeated, & it's nothing new to me.

When your arms are wrapped around me
Do you think of her or is it real?
When your lips are pressed against mine
Who's lips is it you feel?
Look at me
Who is it standing in my shoes?
Don't let her win
Because I don't want to lose.

Here I am
I'm staring at that gorgeous smile.
She's plastered all across it
And she's been there for awhile.
Well it's nothing new to me.

I'm laying here beside you
Close your eyes, your mind drifts to her.
Is it me thats there beside you?
I never can be sure.
Well its nothing new to me.

And here I am
Waiting for you to open your eyes
Im standing right in front of you
I've never left your side.
Look at me
Who is it standing in my shoes?
Don't let her win
Because I don't want to lose.

I don't want to lose.